I have sorely mistreated you. In my hands, you have not gotten the attention and love that you deserve. I’ve known the truth for quite some time, but I have been too unwilling and too lazy to put in the work. I am truly sorry. I owe you more, better, effort, time, and work. Instead of getting love, you have been taken for granted.
Now, finally, (how long have you been waiting in silence?) I am ready. I am listening. I will give you what you need, or at least I promise to try my best.
Please forgive me.